thinking..

currently listening to -destiny's child- 'cater 2 u' .. hmm nice easy listening.. well to get this file onto my media player.. i had to go into my sisters music files to get it. and i was like oh look.. whats this.. why is there a picture of me and my friends in china in her file? and whered she.. what the.. i didnt know she knew where i put the wedding photos? wtf. and how did she know that pic was taken at pearl tower in shanghai? wtf. i didnt even label it? so yeah that was the okay part. and then i have a look at the other pictures.. ok chad michael murray.. omg hes hot. AHEM lol jk moving on.. ballet.. dancing pics (shes bloody obsessed i swear) and THEN WTF. random pictures of boys. like boys from other schools. all of them white. what i am HOPING is that they have been sent to her by her friend who seems to be in a lot of the other photos i saw. thats the most logical explanation. hopefully. *prays for it to be true* omg and her friend.. i thought she was someone else in a couple of the photos.. half korean half aussie girl that i remember as so cute and innocent and all that other crap that you associate with little girls.. but now.. what. the. fck. oh dear. i think she moved out west a couple of years ago and lets just say.. shes grown up. taking dream photos with suggestive poses in mini skirts and flashing her waist and all this shit.. i mean omfg. shes in freakin yr 8 mate. slow the fck down. and then a pic of her at the beach in this 2 piece bikini in another *interesting* pose. this is bordering on child pornography. complete shock to me. thats what happens when you hang around all these white people out west. you start gettin freaky. this girl.. shes pretty i guess.. but this sort of crap just demeans her. i mean. gahhh.. remember how teachers used to tell us in year 7 that we were young adults? that we had to be responsible and all that shit? yeah well they were fckn lying the bastards. sif and adult in yr 7! i reckon its only when you get to about end of yr 10 that youre really becoming a *young adult*.. its only after youre about 16 that you start getting *adult* type privileges. bank accounts, watching 15+ movies etc. and here we see all these little girls.. 13 14 years old doing all these things you might expect a skanky 18 yr old to be doing. its disturbing. thank the lord my sister doesnt live out near this friend who has 'fallen from grace'.. ironically her friends name is grace. i think that was it. anyway after seeing those photos i found some more random white boys. WTF. weird since most of her friends at school are asian? grr.. anyway wont let this make me think too much. i trust my little sister enough. i hope she knows that. cya