his chest heaves with the weight of..
..what? i dont know. gah really must try to stop getting into these emotional lows. went to temple today. spent half the day playing snake on mobile. cleaning up. carrying food. performing my religious duties.
now listening to some lovely chillaxing music. it always seems chillaxing music is about something sad.. doesnt help you feel better.. just kinda keeps you where you are.. but it touches you. the music. touches you. its amazing how it can do that. carefully placed sounds and a smooth voice.. and some words. thats all it is. and yet it can make you feel. sigh.
my heart has a hole in it..
... in the shape of you.
aww. why must life confuse us so? i despise thee so. and yet i have no desire to die. i just wish everything could be perfect. what a dreamer i am. the lovers, the dreamers and me. hopefully it will be better tomorrow.
tomorrow.
now listening to some lovely chillaxing music. it always seems chillaxing music is about something sad.. doesnt help you feel better.. just kinda keeps you where you are.. but it touches you. the music. touches you. its amazing how it can do that. carefully placed sounds and a smooth voice.. and some words. thats all it is. and yet it can make you feel. sigh.
my heart has a hole in it..
... in the shape of you.
aww. why must life confuse us so? i despise thee so. and yet i have no desire to die. i just wish everything could be perfect. what a dreamer i am. the lovers, the dreamers and me. hopefully it will be better tomorrow.
tomorrow.
posted by -nick @ 9:51 PM
2 Comments:
At 10:43 PM,
Anonymous said…
ahahha lmao, oh look nick...^^ u just more spam^. cheer up mate, u live life once, make it a happy 1 ;P
At 12:18 AM,
-nick said…
omg. theyre doing this to piss me off i swear. my last post - about not spamming - got spammed. this post got spammed. gah who cares. thanks for your comment james.
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