tis the season..

to get fckn hayfever. garhhhhh. yesterday i was like KILL ME NOW I WANT TO DIE. today i was also like that but to a lesser extent. watery, heavy eyes. runny nose. sneezing. claramax kinda helps. but kinda doesnt. YEEEEEE i hate this crap. i havent had hayfever in aaaaaages. not even in spring. this sucks balls.

made me lose concentration in damn mam applications. fck. mgm analysis tomorrow. gonna dieeee. so stupid. i just want to run away. run away... run away with me. just get away from all of this shit. sometimes i just want the institution that is school to burn down. JUST BURN. and ill be there. laughing so hard that my tampon will fall out. uhhhh that is.. haha i heard it on tv okay? when a butch lesbian says it its even more hilarious =]

yeah remember how i said id have some nick time now that my sisters on camp? ive only been spending it sleeping so far. damn HAYFEVER SICKNESS MOTHER BITCH. it hurts to wipe my nose. GAHHHHHHHHh.

okay. to everyone: sorry if i have been at all hostile or seemed pissed or anything to you these past few days. this hayfever shit has made me all angry and bitter. i try to be nice and i think i have been for the most part. but if you have felt that ive been a shit nigger to you or anything. then im really sorry. please accept.

good night