status: owned.

ohmothercrap. nicholas hates methods.

methods > nicholas.
nicholas not = to methods.
nicholas + methods = breakdown in hysterical fits of screaminng, crying and uncontrollable muscle spasms.

gah part 2 and 3 of mam apps today. part 2 was ookay i guess.. they lull you into a false sense of security and then smack you in the face with a textbook for part 3. i hated it. what i learned is: i cant even do fckn simultaneous equations.

theres too much pressure on us now. way too much. i reckon a split year would have been lovely. i could own the yr 11 subjects and concentrate on a couple of yr 12 subjects over 2 years. good concept. its just another year. mmmmmmmmm thoughts thoughts. a man can drive himself mad with his own thoughts. it shall consume me.

it was raining before. like heavy. and my mum was like oooooooh so much rain. and i was like yes isnt it wonderful. the rain comes down to wash away all the crap in my life. wash it all away. unless of course its acid rain.. then its like burning me and eating me away. but lets just stick with that romanntic idea of the washing away sins thing. much better.

half day tomorrow. thanks to open night. thank you open night. ill go get bread top and eat away my sorrows with that energy dense but oh so tasty 'bread'. lol.

now that ive quietly vented my anger i shall go and.. try to do something productive.

nite all.