ohmylohk finally.

indeed. the day has finally come where i have my LEARNER'S PERMIT. now everyone take off their socks, wiggle their toes and scream in celebration for me. or your underwear if you prefer. yeah. if youre hot take off your underwear =]

anyway. lots of people at vicroads today. and so smoky outside. and hot. and i was walking home in the middle of the afternoon and sweating like a damn.. sweating.. machine. yeah sweating like a sweating machine. thats good. so now i can learn to drive and hopefully get onto p's before the old system closes down. otherwise ill be on green p's and all that other shit. aiyah.

so. last night was presentation night. our last ever as year 12s. it was also our first ever as year 12s because we've never been in year 12 before but you get what i mean. pulled some moves on stage haha. reyan dared me to do the 'dusting off my shoulder' thing in case yall think im some cocky fool lol. but it was cool wasnt it. you know you loved it. well done to all the award winners. especially to carol whose name wasnt called out until like later and she was left to be embarrassed on the stage. awww. but she got the award in the end. gooo keller!!

and thats it now because im tired. oh and school magazine is cool. its like michelle's scrapbook. haha but its very nice. and cool. nice job mag committee and my editors michelle and pralabh. and tracy ho. and to me. my name is in there like twice. YEAH. and my photo also twice. YEAH YEAH.

okay now too tired. bye bye lor.

aiyah.

so long time no post yeh? sorry leh. i just have been kinda cbf lately.

um so. enter scores ay. guess ya'll have heard what i got by now. congratulations to all those high achievers.. and even more so to those who got the score they wanted. because it doesnt matter if you got 30 or 63.50 or 99.75 ahem ok so im not modest. call me a dickhead if you want. BECAUSE in the end its just a four digit number. A NUMBER. like 2006. you know, very soon there will never be a 2006 ever again. EVER. just like the time. right now its 10.17 pm on 16/12/06. 10.17 . and now its 10.18. it will never be 10.17 on 16/12/06 EVER AGAIN... gone. finito. forever. bai bai lor~!

so you see, if you didnt get the score you wanted or expected, do not despair. please. there are so many options available for you its amazing. think about it. we live in australia. the lucky country, they call it. there are so many things that you can do, yet sometimes we get bogged down by all this talk of getting into that course, so much so that we forget about all the other things that are possible for us. forget what others say. screw those old asian women and their nosy old fashioned attitudes. its unfortunate that we are brought up in an environment where we believe that medicine or law is what life is made for. if we were all doctors, there would be no houses for us to live in, no where to get clothes, food.. no one to grow food. no one to do all the millions of things that make our lives possible.

so just think. it really isnt the end of the world. garh cliched but true. in fact, its only just the beginning of.. your world. we're only 18. some of us not even. we have the rest of our lives to do what we want. i know this philosophical rant is coming about a week too late, but i just wanted you all to know that an enter is not the be all and end all of your life.

and dont look down on others because they got a low enter. if you do that youre not worth listening to. or even knowing. have some compassion MANG. and support your friends. you know, the richest people in australia, most of them dont have university degrees at all. but most politicians do. aiyah. what all those millionaires say is: YOU NEED DRIVE.

if you have a passion to succeed, then there's no stopping you. keep that passion burning, friends. never stop and you will always come out on top =D

buona sera and adieu.

uh-uhhhhhhhhh

nuh-uhHhhHh boy. you did not just say dat.

yeah im in one of them angry black woman moods. like if you come up to me right now and talk i will bite your head off. and then pull your eyes out. and shove them down your pants. so you can see me kick the crap out of you. BOY. and then im going to use your tongue to paint my boat. mMmMmMmMm yeah. and then im going to click my fingers and jerk my head from side to side like them black ladies.

so you better check yoself before you wreck yoself, nigga.

dont know why. im in an angry mood. actually i guess its just to my family. i dont want to talk to any of them right now. and they didnt really do anything either. lol im just having my pms time. gah im just so ALONE. need to get out and talk to my friends again. its like. being in solitary. and my rooms still a mess. need to clean up.. and do lots of other crap. rambling on i am...

frustration
procrastination
train station
mal-ay-sian.
alsatian

OHMYLOHK I AM GOING INSANNEEEEEE.

monday december 4 2006

hello my children. i dont have that much on my mind right now. so i dont know exactly what to say. lisas surprise party yesterday. SURPRISE. we did it a couple years ago and she cried. lol. i think more because she was scared than surprised. and i sang. alot. singstar!!

close your eyes
give me your hand
darling
do you feel my heart beating?
do you understand?

hahaha fun. now i dont know what else to say. aiyah.

ok cbf now. will come back when i have somehting interesting to say

until then, voyeurs!!

adieu