last day of spring

you know what me hearties? today is the last day of spring! hayfever be goneee.. although i must say i only had about a weeks worth of bad hayfever this year.. which is not too bad i guess. and now its time for summer.. hot sticky nights.. mmm i could so turn that into something sensually sexual but i wont. actually i guess i have now since all of you are thinking about it. YEAHYEAH YOURE DIRTY TOO =P

anyway. its been a week since i blogged. it seems like an age. an aeon. a very very very long stretch of time. and for the most part, i dont remember whats happened. oh yes.. i think perhaps the most eventful event since that time has been the glen waverley secondary college year 11 formal 2005. at the lovelily homosensual golden sands reception centre. opposite burwood kmart. with the lovely old waitress woman yelling at us to get out of the way in her exotic greek accent. ah the memories. white people music almost 100% thanks to the people in charge of music. skaties winning all the prizes thanks to the rigging by the skaties. lol okay maybe it wasnt rigged.. maybe it was just that the asians didnt vote. but hey. i like to point fingers.

overall it wasnt too bad i guess. i had a pretty okay time. and i wanna do it again so i guess thats a plus. lol maybe i just want to take more pretty pictures of people.

tomorrow. 34 degrees. going to see harry potter. YAY. i think i may be the only person on the planet who hasnt read any of the books. at least im using my free movie ticket. so im getting something for nothing. always good.

what else can i say.. ohhh happy birthday sherry!! sherry is now 18 oooooomg get me some porn and alcohol now. haha and shes becoming vegetarian!! go sherry. thats dedication to Buddhism for ya. shell be reborn into something better than me for sure x]

moving on..cleaning up my room recently. year 11 has left me with a mound of books and notes about half a metre high. my lord. amazing.

lots of little random things im listing here. just whatever is popping into my head. i learnt some hakka yesterday!

yit ngi sam see ng lug chit bat giu sip

ohoho i can now count in 5 dialects of chinese =] now i can impress pretty girls from 5 different dialect groups lol.. if i learn hainamese its 6. shanghainese is 7. hokchiu is 8. haha have yet to meet a hokchiu person actually.

OKAYYYYYY anyway i think thats all i can think of for now. i feel like doing one of those 'get to know me' quizzes again. and putting it here.

ill be back later friends =]

ohlord.

do you know what evil thought came into my head just then?

I AM

BECOMING

MY

...MOTHER

oooooooooooohhhh nooooooooooooo =O

you know why? IM WATCHING SERIES (plural for series? serieies maybe)

chinese - qian jin bai fen bai
korean - full house

well not watching them.. well kinda. watching and burning and burning while watching etc. almost done so i can give them all back to jenny tomorrow. so her BF (yes jenny it means *Best Friend*) can watch them. and my freakin goodness is my father annoying me right now.

padre: what are you taping?
nick: that. *points to tv*
padre: why?
nick: cause it didnt work when i tried to copy the cd
padre: why?
nick: i dont know. it just couldnt copy
padre: why?
nick: BECAUSE IT JUST CAME UP WITH AN ERROR AND IT DIDNT WORK.
padre: is it a dvd or vcd?
nick: vcd.

PADRE STOPS.

finally. i dont know why he kept asking WHY. WHY? gah i was fuming at him for about 1 minute lol. then i got over it.

okayy ill be back later you avid followers of my life =]

STOLEN

..from tracy's deviantart page http://jozae.deviantart.com/ !! the three quiz:

Three names you go by
1. Nick
2. Nicholas
3. my lord

Three screen names you've had
1. ah nick
2. lil_azn_ganxta_boi (oh how we remember dem azn pryder daiz..)
3. nick (naturally)

Three physical things you like about yourself
1. my scar =]
2. my fingers
3. my..eyelids? earlobes! or maybe my collarbone? OMG i know. my height.

Three physical things you don't like about yourself
1. my collection of fat cells.
2. acne
3. it takes too long for my ugly scars to heal

Three parts of your heritage
1. cambodian
2. teo chiu chinese
3. born a kiwi

Three of your everyday essentials
1. food
2. air
3. water

Three things you are wearing right now
1. band aid
2. id bracelet
3. necklace

Three of your favorite bands/musical artists
1. Pharrell Williams
2. Jay Chou
3. Aaliyah

Three of your favorite songs
1. Shan Hu Hai - Jay and Lara
2. On Bended Knee - Boyz II Men
3. Sway - Bic Runga

Three new things you want to try in the next 12 months
1. Lose collection of fat cells
2. something new?
3. something ive failed at before?

Three things you want in a relationship
1. another person
2. humour
3. intelligence

Two truths and a lie
1. i am sitting here in my boxers
2. i want someone to talk to me
3. im hungry

Three things about the opposite sex that appeal to me
1. ASS. bahaha jk.. i like.. hair =] like the kind on the head.
2. INTELLIGENCE
3. easy-going nature

Three of your favorite hobbies
1. sleeping
2. being still
3. listening

Three things you want to do really badly right now
1. be the receiver of large amounts of money
2. have a faster computer so my damn series can all be burned
3. see lisas dress so i can get a matching whatever

Three careers you're considering
1. Pharmacist
2. Chairman of something
3. Women's doctor. Specialising in treating injuries sustained by models.

Three places I want to go on vacation
1. Cambodia
2. China
3. ohlord lets just say east and SE asia. and america, europe. more than three but what you gonna do question thingy?

Three things to do before I die
1. get married
2. have kids
3. see the world

Three celeb crushes
1. Jessica Alba
2. Natty.. forgot her full name. Noppharat Ratchaniwetmahadilokamangsurawatprathep or something ridiculously long and Thai like that.
3. Jessica Alba. yeah again.

my today

hmmm. where is everybody tonight? off doing something interesting perhaps.. i think ill go to sleep soon cause theres NOTHING TO DOOOOOOOO omg but it feels good. it feels good being able to sleep after work knowing that there is NO FCKN HW. ohmylordy yes. now what? its time to watch all those chinese and korean series ive been putting off for the whole year lol. im such a fobbbbb. im so fob im fobulous. i suggest we start a movement: no more nigger this nigger that. FOB this and FOB that.

example usage:

1. what up fob? (how are you my friend?)

2. FOB PLEASE. (you must be joking, old chap!)

3. dont be such a fob! (dont spoil the fun, old bean!)

we shall call it: the fob movement. original innit. haha okay im just being random now.. start a movement if you like. like that make poverty history thing. it sounds like a cult the way they promote it:

- the 8 millennium goals
- silent march
- 8 minutes silence
- candles

..make poverty history? does that mean they had the largest gathering of poor, uneducated in-breds in one place in the world ever? make your meaning clear.

now randomly bouncing to something i thought of just then when *poor in-bred* came into my mind - GREENPEACE. these people annoy me. especially when theyre standing out on the streets of glen waverley trying to persuade people into giving them money or something. the bloody woman is wearing leather boots. wtf. SAVE THE ANIMALS.... FOR MY PRECIOUS BOOTS. she cant tell me that shes saving the earth.. or ASK ME TO, when she obviously cant be doing it herself if shes out in glenny handing out things. if she was serious shed be naked. or dressed in leaves.. but that would be hurting trees so yeah she should be naked. yelling things at people to save paper. and she should be just surviving on water to save the animals. but that would be robbing the world of precious resources so i think she should just go die so her nutrients can be recycled and she can save the worms and some vultures and stuff. yeah. now thats useful for everyone. die greenpeace woman.

OOOH i know!! ANOTHER RANDOM TOPIC. i want nephews and nieces!! YEAHYEAHYEAHHHHH!!!! pleaase jie jie!? haha my mums like NO! YOUR SISTER WILL WAIT. ITS GOING TO BE 2 YEARS AT THE EARLIEST. and im like awww =[ cause today at the pharmacy i was helping a lady with hayfever medication and her little girl grabbed my finger and smiled at me. awww i want NEPHEWS AND NIECES!! little kids are awesome.. until they grow up and become gay. garh. cherish the moments. i love little kids who speak their own language.. its so COOL. i cant say cute cause im a man. lol. gahhh little babies =]

anyway..getting over my fathering/uncle-ing desires, i also got free movie ticket from my boss! woot. lets go see another movie. not anything scary omg had enough blood and shit.

okay thats enough blog i think. sir nicholas retires for the evening. nite fobs.

its all over red rover

how aussie is that saying. ew im ASSIMILATING. gross. lol anyway... EXAMS ARE ALL OVER!! but at this present moment im not feeling as happy as i thought i would. the feeling of the impending END of exams seems to be far more.. good.. than what i am feeling now. of course, there is the feeling of elation and relaxation and looking forward to all that the holidays bring.. but gahhh could i just NOT worry about my chinese exam? just.. if there was just a way that my exam would find its way into the hands of a very lovely examiner who will take pity on me and not mark me down harshly for my mistakes. i just want to get the mark backk NOW NOW NOW. 24 days to wait. three point five weeks and counting. pray for me.

ooookay exam bitch over. phuc dat bich. lol. now... i need to get my shirt and tie for the formal!! THIS WEEKEND. time is running out... wednesday looms ever closer dearies.. not really as excited as i could be. but doesnt matter. went to see SAW II today omg. i am never seeing a horror movie again. bloody hell who likes to scare themselves? i dont think thats a healthy thing is it? definitely not healthy for your brain.. and for people like me who hate ghosts and demons and all those freaky things that make you die. or the blood and guts of a dead man that make you squirm and feel like being sick.

THE WOMAN. WAS THROWN. INTO A HOLE. FILLED WITH DIRTY, USED SYRINGES. OOOOOOOMFFFFFFGGGGGGG. AND THEY WERE BREAKING AND STICKING INTO HER AND THERE WAS GLASS AND SHIT EVERYHWERE. and she was screaming AHHH AHHHHHHHH and the glass was shattering everyhwere GAHHHHHHHHHH omg that was really bad.

saw 1 was okay. it wasnt as bad as this one i think.. omg even saw 1 i saw at night and it didnt do anything to me.. but this one.. fckn in the day time and i felt like getting out of the cinema near the end. i was like okay i dont want to watch this shit anymore. this is too much. gory bastards.

alritey. i want to see something funny now. to take my mind off that. GARH. scary movie takes my mind off exams but keeps it on SCARY SHIT. now i need a funny movie to wash away the bloody gory shit. or a love story. thatd be nice. some korean one... thems koreans know a good love story.

currently listening to jay chou's new album - November's Chopin. some songs i dont really like.. but there are a few i really really do like. fa ru xue, hei se mao yi, feng and shan hu hai are all excellent. shan hu hai i like alot. i love duets. esp ballad duets - which duets usually are. i should mention that i love male-female duets. yeahhhhh. haha wonderful. zhuan shen li kai.. fen shou shuo bu chu laiiii.. awww.

now i have nothing left to say. have fun on holidays everybody =]

GNITE

today

is the day where i only have one exam remaining. all year 11 exams over. now we wait for 3/4 chinese on thursday. must get in the mood. writing chinese everyday.

today was chem exam. was not too bad i hope. haha hope. cause you think you did good and then your mark turns out shit and youre like w t f. okay now randomly crapping on.

i dont have anything else to say really. i feel lang man. i mean.. romantic. haha CHINESE MOOD. mmm.. listening to honkie ballads.. puts me in a floaty, lovey dovey mood =]

okayyyyyy nitey nite all !

someday

a really sad song that makes you go awww.. by *jj* lin jun jie.. and rough translation by me

一九四三
1943　
世界大戰　
the world was at war
阿嬤年輕的時候
grandma was still young
爺爺愛他那麼多　
grandpa loved her so much
他們感情很深
their feelings were so deep
但是爺爺　
but grandpa
身負重任　
had to fulfil his duty
就在離鄉的那夜
so on the night he left the village
給了阿嬤一個吻　
he gave grandma a kiss
輕聲說道
and said to her softly

我要離去　
i must leave
別再哭泣　
dont cry
不要傷心
dont be sad
請你相信我
please believe me　
要等待　
just wait
我的愛　
my love
陪你永不離開
will never leave you
因為會有那麼一天　
because there will be a day
我們牽著手在草原
when we will hold hands in the meadow
听鳥兒歌唱的聲音　
and listen to the birds sing
听我說聲　
listen to me
我愛你
i love you

*** *** ***
夕陽西下　
as the sun sets in the west
鳥兒回家　
the birds return home
阿嬤躺在病床上
grandma lies on her death bed
呼吸有一點散漫　
her breaths are short
眼神卻很溫柔
yet her eyes are soft and gentle
看著爺爺　
she looks at grandpa's
濕透的眼　
tear-filled eyes
握著他粗糙的手
and holds his old hands
阿嬤淚水開始流
tears begin to stream down grandma's face　
輕聲說道
and she says softly
我要離去　
i must leave
別再哭泣　
dont cry
不要傷心
dont be sad
請你相信我
please believe me　
要等待　
just wait
我的愛　
my love
陪你永不離開
will never leave you
因為會有那麼一天　
because there will be a day
我們牽著手在草原
when we will hold hands in the meadow
听鳥兒歌唱的聲音　
and listen to the birds sing
听我說聲　
listen to me
我愛你
i love you.

awwwwww wasnt that sad kiddies? maybe lost a bit in translation but in chinese its a heart-wrenching tear-jerker lol.

its almost over

well i havent blogged in about a week. 7 days. saw this girl on monday.. took her for a drink on tuesday.. we made.. lol. anyway exams will do that to you. eat your time. you can never get that time back you know.

english was okay. 3 hours of writing. oooooohmylord my hand hurt after that. developing even further that little red dint in my middle finger. i think i got pretty *intimate* with the exam... perhaps not to the extent of *raping* it but i think i did pretty okay. english is like my better subject anyway and my teacher likes me =] hohoho.. general maths i thought was a bit gay but i got 69% which brings my semester average up to 69.5% HAHAHA oh yeah. methods i thought was alright. 88% is a lucky number but not as lucky as 100. bio im content with. 90% oh yeah. okay i dont know why im telling the whole world my exam marks.. i think its like a therapy thing. help me explain emily? something to do with my mind.. have to get everything out.

yes. 2 more left. chem and then yr 12 chinese OMG. scared.

OKAY NOW. todays events. were kinda weird.. weird negative vibes in the pharmacy. very busy day kaching kaching for the cash registers but one of my bosses had a 2 second hissy fit and the other one got a hissy fit chucked at him by some random white lady. so I was just putting stuff on the shelf and my boss asks one of the other pharmacy assistants “is there any more bisolvon cough syrup in the store room?” and the assistant is like *bisolvon..*
boss: can you run upstairs and check for me?
assistant: bisolvon.. upstairs..
boss: ILL GO IEM, ILL GO. OKAY?
and she gets all pissed off and storms around looking for the key and greasing off iem hahaah and then iem gets the message and takes the key. omg. I was like OMG WTF. pms mate. normally that boss is really nice. but she got over it quick. that was kinda freaky.

second. pharmacy was full of people. all Asians as usual. but then there were these two aussie ladies being served by my other boss and they were talking for ages about something but I dunno what. cause my boss always like to serve the white people yeah cause theyre so important and we want them all to be happy in case they tell their friends somewhere from consumer affairs or whatever LOL SO. they were talking for aaaages and then the old woman, like 60 something. grey hair, skinny, wrinkly, old battleaxe. she was probably not married. I can just tell by the way she looks that shed probably be a ‘miss’ smith or something. but anyway. SHE HAD AN OUTBURST. all of a sudden she was just like IM NOT HAPPY WITH THIS SHOP!! THIS IS AN OUTRAGE.. OUTRAGEOUS!! and my boss was like *I cant sell it to you.. I have to protect people you know* .. PROTECT PEOPLE?! THAT’S RIDICULOUS>> ABSOLOUTELY DISGUSTED!!!!!!!!! and she fully stormed out of the shop with the other lady walking behind.. while all these Asians were clearing the way for her.. LOLOL omg that was awkward. how embarrassing for her. and for everyone in the shop.. random angry outbursts do not go down well with asians who save face in every possible way.

I think my boss refused to sell her some really strong medicine or something. geez woman. he does it to stop you from killing yourself. and you fully explode in your random white person way. sometimes I think aussie people are much too liberated. I mean im not a communist or anything.. but don’t you think that theres a good side to how Asians are quiet and don’t start yelling abuse when theyre angry? of course they’ll bear a grudge in other ways.. like never buying from the shop again and fully back stabbing the owners and shit.. but they don’t start yelling and losing face all over the place.

anyway.. other than that my day at work wasn’t too bad. met a lot of people today. all old but you know.. oh youre so and so’s son! blah blah blah.. and random mando people.. cambo and teochew regulars.. talked to freds dad in teochew oh yeah. that’s all I remember now.

okay good night all. its almost over!!

a quote i like

Life's but a walking shadow,
A poor player
That struts and frets his hour upon the stage
And then is heard no more:
It is a tale told by an idiot,
Full of sound and fury,
Signifying nothing.

- Macbeth

..and part of a song

藉口 - Excuse
by Jay Chou 周杰倫

翻著我們的照片
looking through our photographs
想念若隱若現
you can barely see how much i really miss you
去年的冬天
in winter last year
我們笑得很甜
our laughter was so sweet
看著妳哭泣的臉
looking at your weeping face
對著我說再見
saying to me goodbye
來不及聽見
i heard it too late
妳已走得很遠
and you had already gone far away
也許妳已經放棄我
maybe you have already let go of me
也許已經很難回頭
maybe it is already too hard to go back
我知道是自己錯過
i know it was me that was wrong
請再給我一個理由說妳不愛我
please give me another reason to say why you dont love me.

ayayayayay

love you veeeeeery much. ayayayayay think youre grand. doo doo doo doo doooo

lol okay. yesterday i typed some stuff on here and then it all got lost somehow motherfck. so now im typing again and some stuff that was on here yesterday may or may pop up again but its not like you would know that so it doesnt matter. =] moving on.

wednesday was really hot. so hot in fact when i came home i had a shower. a cold cold shower. and then when i got out of the shower it was so warm i dried up quick. but then i got into my SARONG LOLOL. oh yeahhhh. struttin round the house in my sarong like a real cambo man. my my is that silk cooling. must wear it again in summer. look like a fob when answering the door hahaha. uhh uhh sorryy.. you can see by the way i dress that i cannot speak english.

speaking of which some guy from world vision came to my door yesterday after school. he knocked and i was upstairs so i was like gahh if i dont move he'll go away. so i waited. then he rang the doorbell so i was like OMFG okay fine. so off i go to the door. and being the lazy bastard i am i didnt even bother to take the key. and also cause i never open the door to strangers. so i look the window at the side of the door and the guys back is to me. hes just staring at nothing waiting for someone to answer. so i stand there staring at him waiting for him to make his move lol. and HE JUST STANDS THERE ohmylord. so i tap on the window and he turns around.

*curry accent*

curry guy: hallo my nehm is ramy from vorld wision.
nick: *stare* yep.
curry guy: *points to door* i vould like to talk to you about something for doo minutes? *makes peace sign to emphasise two minutes*
nick: no sorry i have to go now bye. *points back and walks away*

im such a bitch haha. but yeah its not like i would have sponsored the kid anyway so i was actually saving him some time. see im a good person. saving his time so he can go find someone who cares lolol.

okay thats about all for now cause i cant remember anything else. met joyce for 2mins at the station today. and.. ngoc on the bus. haha have not seen her in a while..

yes good luck again everyone. study hard and cram cram cram =]